Camille Sciscoe arrived at the Gospel Rescue Mission after a series of incidents that led her to near homelessness.
In 2013 she was divorced and moved back to Illinois to live with her Mother who died in 2014. In July she had a nervous breakdown due to family issues, which caused her to arrive in Muskogee to live with her best friend who kicked her out in November.
Her case manager at Green Country Behavioral Health referred her to the Gospel Rescue Mission.
“In November I walked into the Gospel Rescue Mission feeling as low as a person could feel, scared and bawling my eyes out,” Sciscoe said.
Other women residing at the mission welcomed her with open arms. “They consoled me and told me that they’ve all been where I was and that I was really in a good place.”
The night she arrived at the mission was mandatory chapel night. “I hadn’t been in church since 2014. Watching my mother die really shook my faith in God and I kind of got mad at Him,” Sciscoe said.
During chapel services she felt really guilty and that God was really dealing with her. “A conviction came over me and I knew I had to find a church.” She ended up attending Celebrate Recovery.
By attending meetings at the mission and Celebrate Recovery she has learned to deal with her ex-husband’s emotional abuse.
“For the first time in a long time I have a family — a Gospel Rescue Mission family,” Sciscoe said. “I don’t have a mom, dad and my aunt’s are all gone.”
After losing her family of origin, the thought of losing her new family is something she doesn’t want to think about.
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Waylon was in a love affair with drugs and was trapped in a destructive trap. He would use energy drinks and methamphetamine to get through the day. Then later he would use beer and marijuana to help him get to sleep. He would have trouble waking up in the morning so he would use the energy drinks and methamphetamine to get going again. This cycle kept Waylon trapped and he was going nowhere fast.
Tragedy struck Waylon when his son died of SIDS. His entire being shifted. Suddenly morals went out the window and he was living a life with no holds barred. The cycle of drug usage became his escape. Selfishness became a way of life and in the pain relationships died. Among those relationships that suffered was one with another son who is now 8 years old. Waylon now deeply regrets the pain that he caused. But in the midst of all of this the worst relationship death was that Waylon had given up on God.
Waylon knew that God could take the pain away, but he kept trying to do it himself. The drugs became his god, his idol. Ultimately this idol took everything from Waylon and he found himself at the Gospel Rescue Mission.
At GRM he witnessed the staff and guests serving one another. He was surprised to see people lives being healed and real change taking place around him. Like most people he would have judged the men and women who are staying at the shelter, but now he says, “Really we need to walk in their shoes for a season. These are giving, loving people who will take jobs that no one else will. They only want to be seen and cared for.”
Where Waylon once only could see far enough into the future to where he might find his next hit he now has dreams.
The vision is clear in his head as he describes a house with land, clothing hanging on the line and children playing on a tire swing. He would have a loving and faithful wife that will respect him because he is a kind and generous man. In the dream he brings home game and fish from adventures that he hopes to share with his children to include his now 8 year old son that had been neglected for so long.
Waylon dreams of a restored life and is currently living a life full of hope.
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Today Trena is a grateful believer and follower of Jesus Christ. But that is far from where she was just a short time ago.
Trena’s father was in and out of her life until she was 23, this made her mother her primary caregiver and friend. When Trena was 13 her mom’s boyfriend started grooming her, then to add to his control of Trena; he introduced her to cocaine when she was 15. At the time she felt this was a glamorous and exciting life of addiction, secrets and the attention of a father figure. For a season she relished this double life. In one community of friends she was the wholesome small town girl and in another she was seen as an older party girl.
But this double life was taking its toll on her; more dope, more sexual advances. Anger started to define who Trena was and the abuse became more pronounced and violent.
“I remember a particular time we had been up for days. I remember laying there asking God if He would just get me out of this alive. The next morning, I woke up late but it was my job to have breakfast and lunch made. I walked into the kitchen and with one punch he laid me out cold. My head bounced off the floor. When I woke up, my mom was there pulling my lips out of my teeth, they had went clear through. She just simply said we are going back home.”
The change of location though, helped little as Trena took up with old friends. She was at a party when she met her husband. Very quickly the relationship bloomed and they were married within 4 months.
“We were happy for the first six years of our marriage, never really fought. I was clean and finally had normal in my life. I started noticing changes in his behavior. I guess looking back; I just chose not to see it. Our life wasn’t the fairytale but we had love.”
The all too familiar life of a whirlwind of activity, abuse and lack of control again took hold of Trena. He was in the midst of his addiction and Trena defended him even though she knew the truth. She lived life on a rollercoaster of denial.
Again this beautiful, happy woman gave into the anger, shame and guilt that had earlier defined her life but again, because of the secrets, she was forced to live a double life.
By day, Trena held a full time, worked all the over time she could handle, even babysitting on her time off. By night she was busy covering for her husband and medicating her own hurt and shame.
1995 began a series of tragedy for Trena, her best friend got killed by a drunk driver. Four months later a beloved cousin and her 7 year old son were hit and killed by a train. Four months after that her aunt passed away with cancer. Within five years she lost 2 more uncles and another aunt.
With all of this stress she had a miscarriage. Bitterness was ruling her heart and her personal life was growing more toxic by the minute. Her husband got deeper and deeper into drugs. Overall Trena fought for 12 years to keep her marriage going, only to lose it all.
“My cousin who was preaching in a small church in my neighborhood started witnessing to me about the love of Jesus Christ! He told me no matter what I had done God still loved me.”
Trena struggled with that truth.
“How could God love me? How could I be worthy of it? I was dirty and use up. One night, I began to pray. Cry out really. I asked God to deliver me from the nightmares and memories that haunted me and for addictions to be lifted off me. I was shattered. I felt betrayed, hurt, alone in this world and ashamed of my choices.”
Coming to accept the truth of God’s love Trena said the sinner’s prayer with her cousin and was soon baptized
A wide array of health problems plagued Trena and seemed to prevent her from getting ahead. It was then that she heard about Celebrate Recovery and decided to go because she knew she couldn’t do this on her own anymore. There Trena discovered who she really was apart from addiction, abuse and shame. Much healing has taken place and she pays it forward by facilitating a women’s small group.
As Trena began putting her life back together she realized that she was missing some key information. Basic life skills like budgeting, using language that was clearly understood by the middle class and goal setting were gaps in her education. Muskogee’s Bridges out of Poverty began the process of filling those gaps but in many ways only wetted her appetite to learn more. At Bridges she learned about how to best use community resources, that is when she discovered Gospel Rescue Mission’s Financial Help program. The idea of handouts made Trena feel insignificant and embarrassed but this program gave her the opportunity to take classes and apply that knowledge and if she put forth the effort she would get help with some of her bills.
It took Trena several weeks but she learned more on how to manage her money, goal setting as well as how to establish some healthy habits. When she completed the course she received help with her utility bill. A short time later when Trena accomplished some of her personal goals with the incentive of more financial help, she beamed with excitement at her success.
“I have great worth and the fact that GRM believed that I could do this class and accomplish my goals reminds me of the great love of God. My future is bright.”
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Rani Paxton said that her drug use was getting her nowhere. She went to a church for help and they referred her to the Gospel Rescue Mission. “I knew I was doing wrong and coming to the mission was the best thing that ever happened to me,” she said.
She gives the mission credit to helping her overcome her drug addiction “through God.” She has completed all the recovery programs at the mission and Central Baptist Church to include Celebrate Recovery and the mission’s Doorways of Hope.
Paxton has also completed drug and alcohol counseling at Green Country Behavioral Health Services and Women In Safe Homes for domestic violence.
She’s been clean for three months.
When she arrived at the mission she “received a wonderful reception and they helped me get my life back.” Staff at the mission taught her time management, social skills and helped her with her behavior and taught her about humility and gratitude.
Without the mission I would have been lost in my addiction. I never would have made it. There is a circle of good here.” She said she has lost everything but now there is a skip in her step.
Paxton said that the mission provides outpatient recovery program and the mission provides every resource for a path to recovery.
“This is the place for a second chance.”
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